I was going through a slight kind of sadness. A sombre state that took me through a path that required me to open my eyes to see things as they were as well as see myself how people really saw me.

During my time of isolation and choosing myself, I had to learn to love myself all over again. I had to constantly hurt myself by trying to revoke my ‘yes man’ status. If you know me, you know what makes me the happiest is seeing the people I love happy. I could be going through a storm in my life but if it meant that I had to swim up shore to save the people I love, then I’d drown trying. That’s the kind of energy I want to put out into the world, problem is, for the longest time, I wasn’t getting it back.

This first half of the year has taught me a lot about loyalty and patience… I had to try and discover who I was when the lights were off and the room was empty in a bid to improve myself for myself and all the relationships I had with the people around me.

I had to master a confidence I only saw in others and hence discern between what I wanted and what was right for me.
I learned how to make my happiness intentional as well as independent, and, this super power helped me prioritize in perfect order, my list of things I needed to accomplish.
Turning a year older also scared me a little bit, it dawned on me that responsibilities were catching up and if my emotional state wasn’t going to improve, then I was fucked! I began to feel a little bit inadequate each time I saw people making moves I knew I needed to be making, but I also knew that I needed to allow myself to take a break from the world, to put my house in order.

I’ve been enjoying my time away despite occasionally missing you guys on here!! There was an emptiness that came with me being unable to put out content, so this first step is something I’ve been quite excited about.
There’s been so many milestones as well as retrogressive events that I feel keep moulding me into this woman I’ve been trying to become and I’m ready to take you guys along this journey with me so that we can mature together emotionally as well as sexually and mentally.

I’m more aware of who I am now.

I’m a bit more confident and in love with myself too, more than I’ve ever been and I’m ready to reintroduce myself.

But first… I want to tell you guys a few stories.

Shall we start with Ethan? 😉

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