‘’Toa nguo zote, I want you butt naked… And where’s those tools?’’ he asked, referring to the BDSM kit I’d been teasing about as he stood in the doorway, those sweet eyes staring dead into mine. ‘’ I’m using them all on you today… ‘’ Jabulani said as he came through the bedroom door towards me for a kiss. – I say a lot of things when I’m horny, hio ‘not-so-harmless’ flirting yoooote ilikua imenifikisha hapa and there was no turning back.

He’s got the cutest smile, always smiling at me. We were always so horny for each other but the anticipation ya seeing him akifika home from work always intensified the sexual desire, at least for me. I was hoping he’d tear my clothes off as he usually did, but maybe this was a Dom type thing going on, giving orders?? I obliged; nilikua na taki!

I’d been at home all day, working for the most part of it, in between the naps and occasional Netflix breaks. I was enjoying the space I was in sexually – sex as much as I wanted it, whenever. He’d asked me to have the BDSM kit ready for when he got back home but I assumed he was bluffing: this was the first time I was going to experience BDSM in its entirety. I was excited of course, because of the way he fucks me, but really, I was more curious than excited… I was hoping that not too much of me would be expected from the first experience as the only thing I knew about BDSM is that a safe word would be required.

XX

I started fucking with Jabulani when our vibes just hit it off, after about a few weeks of talking to each other. I genuinely enjoyed the longasss conversations we’d have all through the night and consistent texting throughout the day, y’know, the kind of stuff boys pretend to enjoy before they hit. Hatukukua ata tunakatiana, just pure vibes and real conversations that eventually led to us toying with the idea of fucking around. 

I fucked him on the first night we met, after he cooked for me at his place. I didn’t really think I had the guts to go ahead and do it, but the vibes were right and y’all know I love love love being adored in every way possible. I think the biggest truth is also the fact that me hukua na manyege demonic, it’s beyond my control sometimes. Hio siku tulifuck for 14 hours kama lesbians, 8 hours ilikua tu foreplay only. I had to keep coming back for more.

Lakini ata ingekua wewe, vibes zinadonjo, alafu gentleman akuandalie na bado akulambe kuma the way Jabu did that night, ungekataa kweli? I wanted him so bad and the result of it was totally worth it! After months and months of wanking, manze I needed someone to fill me up. I was tired of using my vibrator and quite frankly, touching myself wasn’t working anymore. My horniness was on another level. The opportunity was perfect because for me to get turned on in the slightest, I’ve gotta like you, I’ve got to be sexually attracted. I liked Jabu.

XX

He came back from the shower naked- as was I, water dripping down his chest to his dick, waiting for him on the bed as had been requested. He patted himself down with his towel as I watched, I loved watching him get ready and vice versa, his beautiful rich black skin… I’d been enjoying the sex we were having and I loved the fact that I could be as comfortable as I needed to be around him. This was definitely a step up from anything I’d ever had before. After he was done, he spread the tools out on the bed, one by one, smiling slyly as he got to the whip and ball gag, so many restraints wueh!!  I was already wet just from watching him this whole time.

‘Baby, don’t we need a safe word?’ I asked, my nipples hard as fuck just waiting on his next orders.

‘No, you won’t need one today. I’ll be very gentle and cautious… the only thing I can’t promise is that I’ll let you go, at least up until you achieve the kind of climax I feel you should… leo tutafanya some beginner’s stuff.’

I was in trouble. I’m always trying to run away when the pleasure is too intense, I don’t know how he would expect me to cum till I couldn’t anymore. Saa ya backstrokes nilijua ntaitana especially if he was gonna give it to me rough, I like my nigga with a little sexual rage. But kwani iko nini?

He had me lay comfortably on my back in his king size bed as he tied me up with a huge smirk on his face, first, he cuffed my hands and tied my feet up, put a collar around my neck, then the ball gag and nipple clamps. I was completely immobile and dumb at this point. Then came the blindfold mask, now I couldn’t see either. I was his bitch. His slave.

Kusema tu ukweli ata porn ya BDSM sijawai watch, I’d only read a bit about it for research purposes yet here I was, winging it. 

I can see how by being in this state, my sense of touch was extremely heightened. I could feel every touch and the teasing with his tongue and fingers was already driving me crazy!!! His kisses went down low and his lips met mine. I loved the way his warm tongue swept over everything, his beautiful kisses were accompanied with words of affirmation – which only made me wetter and weaker for him, this was definitely going to cause some exxxxtra splaaa. My nasty was being activated. 

One thing about Jabulani, he knows exactly where the clit is. Not only that, but also everything about it. Do you understand the kind of power this man held over me? He gave me head every chance he could get, simply because he enjoyed to, not even because I ever wanted it. He made me cum so many times from clit stimulation even before any penetration and that’s why nawashow sex with him was so satisfying. Nashiba mpaka siwezi thirstia oomf. This nigga had me forgetting I used to have sex before him, ilikua rebirth. 

My friends, alinimaliza. His tongue on my pussy massacred me, he loved it when I rode his face and held his head till he couldn’t breathe, Robertta’s pussy over oxygen. He ate me out so good, I must have peed a little in his mouth. I had tears falling out my eyes just from the way he seduced me with his touch and handled my body. He was in complete dominance mode, growling like a bear as he devoured me, holding my legs which were tied to each other high above his head. I know he loves to see me weak, unable to move from being subdued by all the pleasure he had just administered and because of this, he took foreplay very seriously, he knew he had to take me to that place I go when he’s inside me…

‘Leo huwezi hepa,’ he said as he watched me lying there, helpless, drained. Sidhani nishaichokeshwa na ma-utamu kama hio siku, it was too much, but we were just getting started.

The sex got better each time we had it, which was about nothing less than three times a day. Every damn time! I know it’s in the way he did everything about me… The way he spoke to me and listened, the way he made me feel so safe around him. I could trust him with a lot, including letting him fuck me. 

He always gave the type of head that could have me peana my mpesa pin and the type of dick that had me about to catch feelings. Najua hamjawai niskia nikisema I’m in love but hii tungeendelea hivi one more month, ningejipata nimempost Instagram, matching vitenges and shit.

Speaking of vitenges, I hope mmeskiza EP mpya ya NVIIRI?? That’s my next sex playlist. Mtu anaimba mpaka nafeel ni kama I’m going through a heartbreak or I’m in love but really the truth is just that I’m always horny. Partner wa ngono ndio pungufu.

XX

I know he put on some mild music to drown the noise at least, I just can’t remember what he played because whatever I was about to experience is the only thing I can remember from that night. He started to kiss on me all over, goosebumps zimestedi kumliko. 

He grabbed the flogger whip and slowly teased me by running the tails all over my body, then suddenly, started to flog my pussy. He used light strokes, but the slight pain from the leather turned me on even more. I wish tungekumbuka kutumia candle wax. He whipped me till I got sore and couldn’t take it anymore, then turned me over into the doggy style position, he whipped my ass too. I thought he was gonna slide in then, but he kept going with the foreplay, eating me out from the back and eating my ass with the occasional spanking. I could feel his hard dick press against me every time he turned or moved me and I couldn’t help but think about just how ready I had been for him the whole time. I was ready for him to ram that dick into me. Hio siku nilitii lakini uzuri malipo ni hapa tu duniani. 

I couldn’t moan out loud, I couldn’t hold him… I couldn’t even touch that dick na vile it was so enticing wueh, njuang’a imesmama  mithili ya rungu. Ningekua sure hamtashare passwords za OnlyFans like the peasants you can be, hii mambo ningewarushia hewani muone 3D, sio tu hapa vile mi huwakulisha riba. 

At this point I was getting uncomfortable from being tied for too long and I couldn’t breathe very well, ilikua marathon. I wanted the blindfold off too and I wanted his dick in my throat, he was hesitant but kwa hii mchezo consent na understanding lazima! He untied me.

He didn’t know that he’d created a horny monster. I was HUNGRY.

I wanted to pounce on him when he held me by the leash like a bitch and put me back in doggy, alinipepeta kunipepeta. Kama horse imeshikiliwa reigns.

Sex for me is always like an out-of-body experience. I can always feel my soul levitate and wander yonder, that’s why siezi mbao  just for anybody, inaneed marination crazy because we have to connect in a totally different way from what’s normal. It has very little to do with his dick coming in and out of me, but with each thrust, my soul welcomed him in a little more, I wish I could explain it but really the only way to know is to fuck me. He had me right where I needed to be.

There was no winning, hii mechi ingeisha 0-10 kama singefanya anything.

‘ Baby, can I please get on top?’ 

I know he loved being in charge but I wanted to see him weak too. I wanted to watch his face and hear him let out those ‘ oooh fuck me’ moans. I loved it. I like it when my nigga talk in my ear, say all that nasty shit and I’m definitely squirting all over you. 

Reverse cowgirl.

Bro I rode that dick like I was stealing it, his moans encouraging the gorilla grip and kumkamua combo. 

‘fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck…’ he let out a long moan and I knew hapo ni TKO, FINISH HIM. I was about to cum, and I could feel him try to push me off too, kumwaga the best ni ile yakumwaga Pamoja. BBI. 

XX

I just remember him cleaning me up and tucking me in bed- I must have passed out for a sec, lots of kisses all over my body as he got back in bed to snuggle and cuddle me. He loved to hold me all night, it was so easy to fall asleep in his arms. 

‘Wewe kitu umenifanyia hapa… rest tu sai lakini ukiamka utaona …’ Jabulani whispered in my ear. I loved it when he threatened me with more pleasure just after a beat down like that one, the better I made him feel, the more he always found ways to top it. Nilikua gone lakini hio niliskia. Nilijua itakua war tukiamkia ngono ile ya 4:20. 

XX

We don’t talk anymore.

Last year a time like this, I published an article about how unamused I am by casual sex because I lose interest so fast kama hakuna emotional connection, plus it really sucks to feel like that’s all I can be good for, that’s the only reason men are attracted to me – for sex. Manze I’m a smart girl who can hold intelligent conversations and do fun stuff, but I always find myself in situations where men objectify me a lot. The sad part is, it’s not even ati because I’m not aware, it’s because they pretend. I don’t know if this is why I’m becoming a bit closed off towards men who know me from social media because they actually take time to study my shit just so they can know ‘who to be ‘ in order to bag me. It’s becoming weird. I don’t want to cry naivety on my part cuz I’m more aware these days, I just fall so hard so fast, sasa imagine when a nigga stalks you and knows exactly how to act from your description of what you like – that’s the story of my life as loveandorgasms.com CEO.

I’m thinking of staying away from men who know me, maybe go find a jamaa huko ushago akue analay pipe? At least hatakua na time ya kupretend, we can use each other till we get bored, ama? 

Or men in general? Let’s wait and see what 2021 has in store for me.

I was hoping I could fuck with Jabulani for a while longer than I did, but I lost that connection when I could tell he was switching up. The fucking had run its course and a few weeks before we fell out, I could tell the spark wasn’t there anymore.

XX

The last time I saw him, Jabu showed up to a business meeting he had with me and other partners, with his new girl – a week after we broke things off.

I had to sit through the meeting, thinking of all the ways alikua ananikunja, all the ways sex with him made me feel… I had to sit there and act like I didn’t care, but ni sawa. 

Ka ako sawa mi nko sawa.

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